Weekend was Good; Baby was Missed
I had a great weekend with my sister teaching her to knit and going yarn shopping. It was great but I missed my little munchkin and I know she missed me. DH and I video chat Saturday morning so I got to see Amelia via the computer and she got to see me, but it just wasn’t the same as being there physically. She had a great time with her daddy and they went out and played together lots, but I’m glad to be home with my little girl again.
She was super clingy yesterday and wouldn’t let me put her down. I practically held her all day long. She wouldn’t go to sleep either. She’d fall asleep in my arms and the second I leaned over her crib to lay her down she’s start bawling again. It was a rough day of her doing nothing but crying. I had to go out for a drive to get her to nap and that is so unlike her. She has never been this clingy before. She was pulling away from everyone that wanted to hold her (that she sees everyday).
It made me feel so guilty for leaving and being away. It’s horrible. It was only for 2 nights, but I guess to her it felt like forever. Don’t guess I’ll be doing that again anytime soon.
