mamaLove

Is it just me or is something going on? I feel that something just isn’t right about having Amelia in daycare. I can’t pinpoint it but it’s just a feeling. Things just aren’t going right, even though by outward appearance everything seems fine.

This morning they told me she wasn’t eating. And my husband noticed an uneaten bottle of milk when he went to pick her up yesterday. She seems fine, but she’s not as happy and smiley anymore like she used to be. This morning she looked like she was about to cry when she saw me walking away. Could be a phase or maybe she’s realizing that I’m leaving her there, but I just have this feeling in my heart that it’s not going well for her there.

I hope it’s just me wanting to be with her and not anything more. Maybe it’s just me. Monday I felt like I should be at home with her. Something felt off with her. I took her to daycare, but managed to get out my meetings early and went to pick her up. She was fussy as soon as we got home and after a little while she ate like a pig then threw up. So I don’t know. Today I feel like something is off again.