Saddened
Not sure if we are going anywhere this year for Christmas and I’m getting sad at the thought of not spending it with my family. Sure, I’ll be with my husband, but I really wanted to go. I guess this year will be as dull as last year. As the days grow closer, I get more sad at knowing Christmas day will be somewhat lonely. He isn’t big on the holiday, who knows why, so it won’t be a special day in my house…it will most likely be like any other day, except we don’t have to work.
